Riding west! The vastness of it all sucking me in. Tremors in my hands, am I ready to make my stand? All I’ve ever lived is this decent into the maddening depressive abyss. To reach out and touch hope is highly dismissive. A brief understanding of faith and metaphysics combine into newfound religion. And in a heart appears the rekindling of a flame; the re- emergence of hope the re- emergence of prosperity the re- emergence purpose.
It’s been so long since I started inhaling my time. That I never truly left the dust of life…..and now the bigger picture is clear.
My whole life I’ve travelled from crossroad to crossroad, trying to earn an honest damnation. Now, to seek what dare not be sought and assume that of the enlightened, to change fear into illumination.
The Mind:
Never trusting anyone I’ve met. It’s always led to this love of contempt. They’ve all simply been images as I smoke myself to sleep. To ease the burdens brought by dreams, where in them wading through seas and the words within speak of failed destinies and the lost rights to the life I could’ve made.
So frequently and frantically do we hear the spewing of the dead as they are honored in long drawn out stories. As if the precipice of existence was to sit and listen instead of realizing its all just happenstance.
The Man:
White hot vengeance burning through my veins. Galloping across the desert plains. Embracing death and reaching for my guns. Tools of demise your day has come, to harvest the seeds I’ve sewn, that sprouted this life, so hollow. Making amends and becoming the righteous. A sacrifice to be made as an example to find your own way.
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